Not long ago I was taking prenatal yoga class and it occurred to me that I just might actually enjoy pain. It was one of those days when my mind was spinning a mile a minute. I was trying to study for my statistics class earlier in the day and I had so much trouble concentrating and staying focused. When I got to yoga my mind was wandering, noticing all the external goings on around me. Then we got to the ‘practice being in pain’ part of the class. In this case that meant holding arms up and out to the sides until they burn and feel like they weigh 100 pounds each. I found myself dropping so deeply into my focus on breathing that I practically fell asleep! That 2 or 3 minutes was the most grounded I felt all day. My monkey mind returned as soon as we moved on to less challenging poses. Even the restorative Queen’s pose wasn’t as relaxing to me as the ‘hold your arms up until they feel like they’re going to fall off’ pose.
I also really like doing the Thai Goddess pose, another way to practice breathing through pain. I don’t know that this makes me a masochist but it does make me realize that there are benefits to embracing pain. There is probably a similar psychological mechanism at play when participating in athletic events that hurt. I don’t particularly like running but I do like running races. I like that feeling when things get uncomfortable and I have to just hunker down and find a rhythm in order to keep going. I do like mountain biking and xc skiing and I love the challenge of climbing hills. The lungs and thighs may burn but the mind is focused and breath is all there is. The after effects of these kind of athletic challenges is pretty great too. There is a high that I’m sure is some kind of endorphin-based warm and fuzzy feeling.
I will soon become acquainted with what is said to be one of the most painful experiences possible. I can’t say with confidence that I will enjoy the pain of childbirth but I’m beginning to think that it just might be an experience that comes with benefits (aside from a brand new baby!). Two minutes in a painful pose is a lot different from 12 hours of sustained challenge but I expect the resulting high will also be a lot more amazing than just cresting a hill or crossing a finish line. Hopefully I will find out this week...

